It came from dismal shadows
Creeping, sudden, from behind.
fell upon my merry whistle
darkened me at heart and sight.
Back with me, one again with the memory
Again I behold the ruins
that I left when I was all devoured by wrath.

Last night out in the timber
a thousand torrent's vehemence
came rushing through my veins
Up my throat and filled the eyes,
And then that I knew
all pain will be undone
When I pack my bags
And depart for lonely roads

And with courageous verve I stride
chop the heads off flowers aside, still wondering

How come you never bleed
When I stab right into your back.
How come you never choke
When I drown you in the sea.

Merely hours passed
that I had left him to his mountains
his colossal idols - one for every spear in me.
Slopes so steep,
I could not conquer in a lifetime.
Now they're all but ruins,
Ruins I left behind.

And with courageous verve I stride
chop the heads off plants aside, still wondering

How come you never bleed
When I stab right into your back.
How come you never choke
When I drown you in the hot and burning sea.

There is always one waiting for me, my beloved
I shall be with her again so soon.
craving for her lips, her kiss
Her hair in summer winds
The morning dew dripping down her breasts.

Shadows and Flames.

I have been demure
Cries were silent but heart ablaze.
have been one of his shadows
Condemned to stray an unlit maze.
My feet are numb, soles torn wide open
After endless years of clambering
My path is lit and leads me north.

And with courageous verve I stride
chop the heads off flowers aside, still wondering

How come you never bleed
When I stab right into your back,
How come you never choke
When I drown you in the hot and burning sea?

Sjedim. Gledam. U zid. Zašto? Nemam pojma. Zašto ne odem van, družit se s ljudima koje nisam vidjeo dva, tri tjedna? Voljeo bih znati odgovor.. Ništa pametno mi ne pada na pamet, čak niti stih neki.. Baš ništa.
Ne mogu stvarati, što znači da ne mogu raditi jedino što mi ide od ruke. Nekako. Uvijek sam se izvlačio na nedostatak opreme i ostale razne gluposti, ali nije to problem. Čak i kad imam ideju ne mogu je prevoriti u djelo. A ako i uspijem, nije to ono što sam zamislio, ponekad mi se posreći pa ispadne nešto pristojno. Izgubio sam onu nit, ono nešto što me povezuje sa samim sobom. Ono nešto što me grije iznutra je nestalo, a ja sam jedini odgovoran za to. Ja sam taj koji privlači svu tu negativnu energiju, zbog sebe sam loše. Bilo bi lijepo kad bih mogao okrivit nekoga za svoje stanje. Zbilja bi, ali ne mogu. I ne bi bilo u redu.
Previše toga se zbiva u prekratkom vremenu, ne stignem sve probavit kako treba, i na kraju dođem do stanja kada sam sebe izjedam iznutra. A ne mogu si pomoći. Barem ne u ovom trenutku.

Evo par stihova sa zadnjeg albuma Flejmza


IN FLAMES

~The Mirror's Truth~

"I guess, we are the insane
As we ignore the mirror's truth

Should I join the feast?
Should I acknowledge the leash?
The future in captivity
I'm not who I'm supposed to be."

"Without even trying (killing the last scene)
Let this night explode
Without even trying
Find the exit sign and disappear"


~Disconnected~

"Look at the dead outside my window
Wonder what's on their mind?
Why do they run?
They all seem to have a mission
But then they cry themselves to sleep"

"You receive what you give
And this is like nothing
I feel like shit
But at least I feel something"


~Alias~

"Don't believe the mask
It adapts to any lie,
A perfect ten,
When reality caves in
Don't tell me,
Tell my ghost,
'cause I blame him
For all I don't want to know
I found secrets about life's undertow"


~I'm the Highway~

"From here to new grounds,
Suppose I will be doing it alone,
With a smile through black design
Fearless of your conviction"


~Delight And Angers~

"Everyday takes figuring out how to live,
Sometimes it feels like a mistake,
Sometimes it's a winner's parade,
Delight and angers,
I guess that's the way it's supposed to be..."

"Please heal me, I can't sleep
Thought I was unbreakable, but this is killing me
Call me, everything, make me feel unbreakable,
Lie and set me free"


~Sober And Irrelevant~

"Used to be original,
But now I tremble in fear
I am like everyone else
And that buries me

Is this how it feels
To reach rock bottom
Want to know how it feels to be forgotten?"

"I'm not asking for much, just a moment
A chance to pick up the pieces
Happiness, please, come home"


~Condemned~

"Hear a distant cry...
Would you tell me how
To break the cycle that I'm in
And discover the living?

I don't recognise my soul
Condemned to live in this black hole
Deep within time... and crave what is mine."


~Drenched In Fear~

"ll the words I hear... they don't mean a thing
All drenched in fear,
And the hate you bring"


~March To The Shore~

"I used to adore you
The lies made sense somehow
Gave myself away without a fight
But the betrayal claims its price

At first I was scared
Not used to a murder's mind
But there was something beautiful
So powerful, so definite, so divine"

"Falling ideals
Broken seals
March to the shore
You are a killer!"

What have I done
to deserve this torment and pain,
I'm trying to see
But everything seems to be vain,
Broken inside
I can't go on I've lost my faith,
I'm choking now
In my own seeds of hate

Days that don't exist
No reflection in the mirror,
What's left of me?
(I can't see)

I'm diving into nothingness
Decadence is my friend
I'm leting myself go
In flames of the end

I am screaming
But nobody can hear my call,
Pale tears fall down
Soaking my hands on the wall,
Every day is
Another opportunity to be
Ripped appart
From the inside out

Dream is now my reality
I just don't want to see
What's left of me
(I can't see)

I'm diving into nothingness
Decadence is my friend
I'm leting myself go
In flames of the end


NomeN - A Day To Disappear

"...da se ljubav proba..."

Ne, nije to. Mislim da neće ovo bit o toj temi kao što KDBŠ pjevaju...

Došlo proljeće i tako to. Pomalo sve staro završava i počinje nešto novo. Nepoznato. Djeca bježe u svijet u nadi da će naći bolje mjesto. Možda i hoće. Nadam se...

Kao što se da primijetiti, u zadnje duže vrijeme ništa novog ne radim. Samo tu i tamo prekopam neke stare arhivice u nadi da ću naći nešto vrijedno dijeljenja s vama. Mogao bi se izvlačit da imam loš aparat, pa ne mogu ostvarit ideje i slična sranja, ali budimo realni problem sam ja. Ako se uskoro ne dogodi neka promijena mislim da ću zarznut stranicu na neko vrijeme. To bi možda bilo i najbolje. Možda da u potpunosti posvetim svoje vrijeme sviranju? Ili pisanju? Trebao bi se sredit... Da...
Damn...

Ne znam ja pisat duge postove...

"I thought that still every breath I take is free
I was so wrong they'll make a profit out of me"

"With beauty before me, beauty behind
The sun in the morning is the beauty I find"